2026,08,04

my city opened up a small cinema, so todays plan was to check it out by watcing odyssey

honestly i didnt expect myself to like it or anything, because my taste in movies is,,, well not the best, or at least not something that resonates that well with "modern" movies (or maybe i just had bad luck with them in the last 5 years,,,, i liked marty supreme tho). i didnt like the movie, i like the story, the movie just wasnt all that for me,,, and did i mention its just me and my opinion

but the mini cinema wasnt so bad

2026,08,04

2026,08,03

its monday and i just wanted to say, relatively speaking how many people do actually like their spotify weekly playlist, if they are even listening to it,,

because i was pretty excited for every monday, to find some new songs that are similar to the genre i liked at the moment, and i mean like 2 years ago that was the case,,, but now spotify just gives me bullshit,, the songs arent even bad, but they are definetly not based on the genre i am listening to for ex that month

just had to get this off my chest, since it pisses me off a bit

yeah well may that be my biggest problem in life

,,,listening to "pool-stripped" right now, and man did i use to cry to this song in february and i know it got pretty viral too, but man is it a good song

always found it funny how in crisis core, despite the specific worldbuilding and the whole "medievalish" setting, everyone just has a flipphone,, like you would imagine a soldier such as an elite member of the rich shinra corp to have like some cool comm system (at least i did for a while), so it always cracks me up when zach randomly gets a call and has to yank his flipphone open,,, also shoutout to crisis core for being the only game featuring kunsel

,,,,and heres a pic of icarus giving me head

2026,08,02,

eddsworld zombie episodes reminded me of "shaun of the dead", so what better way to spend my time on a hot evening (after building a couch), than watching the movie

honestly i really like zombie movies (tho i didnt see that many yet), and thinking about how id handle apocalyptic scenerios, so shaun of the dead was a pretty fun watch for me,,, tho i have to be honest, (personally i think) it got kind of boring towards the end, which is fine of course, because i kind of always watch movies with others so we can talk and speculate during not so exciting parts of the movie

so what i am trying to say is that even though i didnt get half of the british jokes, i found it quite funny as well as entertaining

fun fact i learned today: my dad calls this movie cornetto, instead of its real title, and i asked him the reason for that, and apparently he used to work on a cornetto x shaun of the dead campaign where they had to choose scenes from the movie for the advertisement

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on a really really side note, i just heard about how vitadb was taken down due to some drama, and man did it freak me out, but the very narcisstic people on reddit calmed me down explaining nothing really changed, except downloading homebrew apps wont be so convinient as it was until now and spoiled brats like us should go to hell,,,,, to be honest as long as i have adrenaline and pkgj im fine with any changes, and i am just grateful that i modded my vita last october

really dont get rinns drastic decesion to mess literally with everyone, but look, i am really in no position to either talk or get mad about any of this,,, just freaked me out a little since im still a noob to modding and pirating

2026,08,01,

i know,, im on a roll, i, yes humble me, drank two beers (very important) and watched ANOTHER movie, namely american beauty

you might have noticed that im trying to cover the basics/classics of cinema culture and my journey isnt done yet, oh no, im just getting started

so, awesome movie, came out apprx at the same time as fight club (at least they played them hand in hand in my country), and it kind of got overlooked by the younger generations, despite the two movies basically radiating the same message,,,

i especially loved the iconic rose ceiling part (which i already drew and might upload it on the art page in the next couple of days) and the way the air got more electric as we got to the end, which i also liked very much

i feel it conveyed everyday people and struggles really well,, uhhh yeah



while we are at it i watched demolition this week too and i am HOOKED on the ost

((thinking bout watching american psycho next))

aand me and my sister just started watching season 2 of hannibal (2013) and MAN i cant stop thinking about will and lecter,,,,,,,i really love how action filled the season is despite will sitting in jail

2026,08,01

watched highway (2002) yesterday, honestly im a bit obsessed with jake gyllenhaal right now,, so the main reason for me to even start the movie was just to see him, but man did i like his character. kind of didnt get why jack got mad at pilot for going to seattle,, i mean pilot went out of his way to help him, made money, put up with marissa traveling with them too,,, but somehow it felt like the couple ganged up on him for keeping a little secret, which by the way wasnt even something to get mad about, since jack fucks around all the time and encouraged pilot to get more with the ladies,, the whole outcome was kind of sad, i mean the whole thing with amy felt relatable,, once connecting with someone so deeply that you think about them frequently, just for them to forget about you, like none of the things you held special ever happened

all in all the movie was really bad haha,, except for jake aka pilot, i mean if it wasnt for him i wouldnt have finihed the movie at all

felt really american

2026,08,01 ((not really im just moving every post from the "collection page" to here))

persona 4 appieled to me suprisingly much more, than persona 5 royal

i think the reason is that the topics and the characters were more relatable, well at least for me.. discussing gender, sexuality and relationships, stuff like that

besides that, the setting grew on me too, since i am also living in a small town with absolutely nothing to do. (actually much like yosuke or the protagonist, i too moved here after living in the big city,, except i was only 7 years old when that happened lol)

andd well, as much as i like ryuji, great character (i love him so much) cant make me like the whole game which lacks humour and relatable situations

this sounds like i wasnt obsessed with p5r for over a year, but in fact i was, very much so. persona 4 just hit closer to home is all

im sure persona fans know that p4r is on its way too,,,,

honestly, im not freakishly excited about it, since i just have a feeling that lots of funny conversations will be rewritten to avoid "problemacy" and such,,, and so, i doubt we will be getting the long awaited yosuke romance route either,,

i find it kind of sad that nowadays everything and everyone can be called out for absolutely no reason, which makes me pretty mad, because studios limit themselves to avoid drama and (unecessary) rage among fans

i know im insanely funny

2026,07,31

im so scared of school i promised myself id start studying but knowing myself this wont really happen,,

anyways i got reminded of the la dispute concert me and my dad went to last winter on a friday night. it was so freaking cold but once we entered the ship (in which the concert took place) it got really heated. i remember how amazing it was to finally feel music i like resonate through my body, i dont know about you -readers- but im more of a watching and head nodding type of concert person (of course i dance like an idiot in my room), probably because i get so excited watching the band actually perform and do their best on the stage, while visibly enjoying themselves

so even "vs self" played as a side band, and man were they awesome,, like the saying goes, everything sounds better live

people were jumping off the small stage, fighting and whirling going crazy, the athmosphere was just amazing

the setlist mostly consisted of their new album, but la dispute played some of their most known songs too, thats why i didnt expect my favourite, "andria" to play. but they did perform it and it was the best thing ever

sooo other memorabe things are for example jordans monolouge talking about community and things like people growng apart in this modern world, and well i still think about it

this whole report turned into a big pile of nothing but me writing incomplete sentences

the only thing i regret about this night was that we didnt buy tickets for the drum and bass concert that started right after our concert

(this pages bg IS actually a pictzre taken in the boats concert hall)

2026,07,27

watched a couple of eddsworld videos yesterday, since the animatics got to me and man is it goofy as hell and nostalgic,, so far as i watched tom is my fav, but only because i really like how he only has two seperate eyes instead of a line when he is suprised

sadly i know that after edds death his design will change, so i guess i just have to keep watching and when drawig him just keep his original design.

2026,07,27

im listening to 2010s hits, since i need to compansate this feeling of growing up, and the world getting duller and duller every year.

aside the depressing part, the nostalgia i get from listening to for ex. "your love is my drug" or "i love it" (and basically any avicii song) cures my soul, and as corny as that sounds its true.

2026,07,23,

just finished DearS and im quite happy with the ending.. though im kind of sad the anime couldnt explore the DearS world a bit more,, I simply loved the character designs as well as the animation quality. maybe im simply just bored of the "boring" designs and artstyles animes have nowadays, but i feel like im starting to miss unique worlds and (what others maybe consider) "mismatched" designs. i cant really express myself well, but what i simply mean is that the girls and well all of the aliens were simply eye candy, and tbh that is why i started watching the series too (i need to practice drawing women, but for that i need to be obsessed with a female character,, and i think you see where im going). im pretty sure that my love for melonbread also played a big part in growing fond of the anime

((oh and on a side note, im kind of sad we didnt get a more extravagant fight, or a "bloodier" battle in the end, since im a sucker for a dramatic fight/death))

2026,07,22

"clarity" wont ever stop being an absolute masterpiece, i still zone out and start fantasizing when i hear it

ALSO listen to this dude, im pretty sad hkmori took many of her songs from spotify down, not like i dont have my favs downloaded

2026,07,19

started playing mirrors edge today. i remember how dad used to play it a lot while me and my sister watched him, so you could say it brought back many memories jumping from building to building. honestly i only put in so many hours, but i already feel like im going to finish the game in the next couple weeks.

update: im tweaking im so bad at combat i am going to lose my fucking mind and i love nomad,, icarus too

also at first i sucked at the controls but now im getting used to it:)



also i kind of like faiths older design,,,maybe the hair,,, hmm aaand we have no idea how we got catalyst on our ps, since we only bought the original like 10 years ago